I purposely deleted my old blog posts, again. This time, it's because I want to leave the past alone. According to my writings, my life was pretty much.. saddening, in a way. I don't regret it, though. Everything I have been through in life taught me at least one thing. I just love how life works in such an unpredictable way. Just like what they say; life is full of surprises. I don't believe the one that relates life with a box of chocolates because I find it ludicrous and simply illogical.
First, when you buy a box of chocolates, of course you know what kind of chocolates you're paying for. I mean, it's obviously stated on the cover.. Isn't it?
Second, when somebody gives you a box of chocolates, chances are you're going to get chocolates. Not some pink unicorns with a colorful tail, no.
Back to what I actually wanted to say; I wish somebody could surprise me with a box of chocolates. Haha, the irony. I crave for a bouquet of flowers more, though. Fresh Roses are beyond amazing, I must say.
Anyway, long story short, tomorrow marks the first day of October 2012.
How time flies. I'm going to school for two months straight, and then I shall never have to wear the white and blue uniform ever again. It's surely going to feel bizarre.. For the first few months, of course.
October simply means that SPM is only a month away; and I'm scared shitless. I didn't exaggerate it at all, I really am scared and I bet most of my peers are feeling the same way. Minus those people who have been taking their studies seriously since last year, though. They'd probably feel excited now. Like everyone else who screwed their Form 4 year, I'd like to state that I regret not studying hard last year. Everyone was right about not making it our 'honeymoon' year, but I'm just another stubborn teenager. Now I'm secretly wishing that I could turn back time, or at least make it pass by slowly. I really am in need of time.
Kissing this post goodbye. The next post will be written after I finish answering all the hopefully-easy-as-ABC-or-at-least-easy-enough-for-me SPM papers. I hope. Ameen.
With this, I wish all my peers the best of luck in SPM. The same goes to myself. Good luck, self.
Gotta pray hard. May Allah shower us with His blessings every second of the day; and keep us on the right path forever. Last but not least, may He reward us the victory fiddunya walhasanah :-)
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