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I'm the kind of girl who gets your jokes even if they're dirty and still laughs the loudest even when she's upset. I love pink dolphins, wedges and dresses. In the mean time, action games, football and cars still look unbelievably interesting to me. I think intelligence is sexy.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Here we go, two days before SPM result is to be announced and here I am, wasting my life away.

ya, I've been exercising ;p

I'm scared. I really am scared. Not gonna exaggerate, but SPM really is the only thing that determines my future right now. Our future, my fellow 95-ers. That sounds so terrifying..

What ifs keep haunting me. 

What if my result shows that I'm not good enough. 
What if I can't accept my own result.
What if he gets a great result and I don't.
What if my friends get great results and I'm the only one who doesn't.
What if my parents feel disappointed in me. 
What if this, what if that.

I have faith in Allah & His plans. Verily, He knows what you and I don't. 
However, I still find it difficult to avoid over thinking about everything.
Good luck to all my peers.

Hmm. Glad things are getting better, though. He's back from PLKN. My best friends are all here.
No more stressing myself out alone. Now I'm sharing my pain with them *grins*