I hate being lied to. Someone lied to me recently.
I hate being disappointed, but I let myself put such a high hope- and as expected, I got disappointed.
It is nobody's fault, really. I'm putting all the blames on myself.
For hoping too much.
For dreaming too big, sometimes.. I overestimate my capabilities.
For trusting somebody more than I should.
For letting people have the power to hurt me.
For letting some people be closer to me than they should.
I should go back to putting my walls up high. Things were better then.
